Invisibility

Today, for the first time in a long time, I feel invisible. As if no one cares that I am even around. I feel as though I just take up space in a cosmic atmosphere fit for the "less complicated". I'm so complicated in fact that I am my own species. Every single day of the year I wake up and wonder to myself, "Why me? What did I do to deserve this? Why did I have to be the one to be abnormal"? Same thoughts every day, but then they go away, but today they haven't. Today the thoughts have stayed. I do not feel like I fit in and I'm getting really tired of it. I would give anything sometimes to be a different way, just live a different life, but after thinking about it, I realize that that's not possible and that I should just shut up and deal with it! I might as well, seeing as how life still goes on regardless of how you feel. So I guess I'll remain like this until something happens to get my mind off of it, I'll just take up space. Thanks for listening, til next time!