I am a huge opponent of change..I don't like it, never ever have. I don't even make that word apart of my daily vocabulary because it is just not something that I have grown familiar with over the course of my short life so far. I have always tried to adjust my daily routines accordingly to fit other people's plans or whatnot, but it really just has never been my thing. They say change is what life is all about. Well, to those people, all I have to say is, "that is a load of horse crap"! I was born with a mild form of Autism, and the last thing we (the people just like me) need is change. When Barack Obama was running for the Presidency recently, his campaign was centered around the word change and that just doesn't work for me like ever! I mean how much could you possibly want to change about your life? If you do not like yourself that much then that is your problem, and you really need to work on that, but those of us that don't like to change or want to be changed at all, that shows that we like ourselves and are content with who we are as people. And that last statement totally defines me, I really like who I am and wouldn't adjust anything about my life even a little bit..
Sure I was born with Autism and all that, but it's not like the "normal" person could even tell. I carry myself very well and I manage to even make eye contact and shake hands and allow myself to be touched, which are three dynamics that really bother Autistic people very much. I had to learn to deal with it. I like waking up at the same time every day, getting out of bed and fixing myself some food, taking a shower and watching some television and then working out later on in the afternoon. That is what I like to do...I also like the fact that I do not have to worry about making payments like car insurance (because I've never had a car) and paying rent while I live with my parents. I get disability benefits and I'm one hell of a poker player and will win a ton of money one day so I have no worries in the world..Yes I have never held down a job for a long time, or lived on my own. But who cares? not me..I am very content with my life..I like who I am. I like how I live my life differently than most others. There is not another like me I can promise anyone that. I just go about my daily life as if it is apart of me and thats exactly what it is, a big part of me. Guess that makes me very secure, and I would not want it any other way. I am who I am and why change a good thing? The answer to that is that I never ever will, so future women in my life, deal with it, if you take a chance on me you won't regret it. Trust yourself and you'll go places in life!
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