Oct 16, 2009

Work Sucks!! Everyone Knows It Is True!!

I have never been able to hold a job for that long in my life. To some people they would be afraid to admit that, but with me I do not mind admitting it because it is true, and since I am true to myself, it makes perfect sense to be proud of it. I have no regrets in my life, I have my fair share of embarassing moments and spurts of flashbacks in my mind during the day that make me want to cringe, but I have no regrets at all because I have learned to like who I am and be proud of what I have been able to accomplish. I was born with a social disorder that permits me to be sort of shy a lot of the time and keeps me from going out into public a lot because I don't like big crowds and social gatherings. I have learned over time to accept that about myself after years of being ashamed and subdued because of it. I have not been able to hold down a job because of my disorder as well as my lack of paying attention. I tend to zone out and be thinking of other things, I tend to think of my "restrictive interests" throughout the day and that keeps me from staying with a job for a long period of time because supervisors tend to not like it very much. I also cannot hold down a job because I never know what to do, in order for me to understand something fully, people need to explain it to me more than once and even show me how it is done. After I see how it is done then I know exactly how to do it, but my brain for some reason is unable to register something that is told to me. I have to see it happen and see it demonstrated in order to know what to exactly do. It doesn't sound too complicated huh? But for some reason people have never understood me. Hence why I do not like work, I think all corporations are biased and only looking for the leg up and who can give them the most profit possible. They don't care about the disabled because they don't want to spend the going rate to a person who they think "can't get it"! That is okay by me, I have managed over the years, I have stayed with what I know and swayed to my strengths to the best of my ability. I have started online businesses, I have played Poker, and I have done odd jobs for people. I have never been a person of normalcy but I have managed over the years and thats all that really matters if you think about it. Work sucks and everyone knows it is true. No one wants to get up everyday, and go to a stupid job and listen to a stupid boss and never get any accolades or recognition thrown their way. Just ask my dad, after 25 years at the same job, no accolades ever to show for it, very sad in my opinion. Corporations can shove it and businesses can shove it, I'm working for myself the rest of my life. Because I think I am doing just fine right now and hopefully it'll come to pass that others will learn not to take crap. We will see, I have a feeling it will all come together in the end. What do you think?

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