I am going to do what I think is best...I am going to do something completely different...That thing is double day...You're probably wondering what that is, but its pretty self explanatory as far as I'm concerned...It means that I will be inserting two blogs tonight, what do you think of that? Awesome huh? I think the first subject I will talk about is what I have noticed about myself and what my hobbies are....First off I have noticed that I am an ignorant person at times. I tend to just zone out when people are talking to me and I will then either interrupt or will just think about something entirely different. I tend to accuse other people of doing that exact same thing and I do find it annoying but then again I do it too so I guess that also makes me a big time hypocrite. I cannot read people's body language half the time and I do not understand sarcasm well...When someone is listening to me talk and then they either call me a liar out of the blue or just say something negative about me, I will not know that they're kidding, I will suspect they're being serious and I will go on a defensive tangent. I do not like that about myself because it ruins the playful tone that the other person was setting and it also makes me look bad and later on I think that the person doesn't like me and I play the "avoider" role the rest of the day pretty much. That is what having Asperger's Syndrome does to me, it makes me an avoider and makes it so that I go the other route once a confrontation arises. It also plays with my mind a lot and just makes me all depressed. I always figure I'll be alone the rest of my life and end up dying alone because no woman would ever want to spend her life with a co-dependent as well as complicated individual who, because of his gender should be the hot shot in the relationship. That is just what I think but we will see I guess..I am a very nice person over all and have a caring heart, just I tend to shut down when around people and can't handle my emotions well. Its all a work in progress.
Now that I got that out of the way, I can talk about what I like, like my hobbies and such. I play a lot of Poker, I take days off in between but I love playing it as often as I can. It has helped me work on my patience and has helped me learn to read people which I still can't do very well but I am working on it. I have played it for 4 years now and I think that I am pretty good and I am almost at that level of mastering the game fully. I want it to be my sole source of income one day so I'm working as hard as I can to accomplish that goal. There are a lot of titles and tons of money to be won and earned so I'm all about going for it. Reading is a big thing for me, I usually read only when I work out because that is when I have the most time to spare, but I tend to go through a new book every week and I love being lost in the pages and using my creative mind to figure things out, quite an awesome travel that is. I'm also a big family person, can't live without my parents pretty much. The saddest day of my life is the day they'll both die, then I'll be a lost puppy pretty much. Poker, family and Baseball are my life, without all of those things I'd be even more lost and wouldn't know what to do with myself. I also do not like gel shaving cream, only will use the white foam kind. Love Classic Rock music, Thrillers are my favorite film genre, and since I have sensitive skin I can never wear those business-like striped shirts that some guys wear, they give me rashes on my chest and neck so I either wear buttoned up shirts or polo shirts. But Tee shirts are my favorite regardless. Oh, and I also don't mind being a twin, I rather like it some days..Just some things you know about me and have learned about me..More to come!
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